Help me recover my life back

Im Giulia Bertinetti Cerrato, a 22 years old female. I am diagnosed with TSW, topical steroid withdrawal, which has made my last years of life a truly nightmare. I’ve been stuck at home, bed bound more that I would like to accept as reality, watching life through my phone or a window… I had to stop studying presently, working and almost doing nothing that requires walking, or moving my arms. I´ve done all the treatments that are available in my country (Spain) and I've costed a lot of money to my family, which mentally, makes everything even more difficult. I.ve tried to commit suicide, two years ago, as being so young and seeing everyone continuing with their lives and achieving things made me hopelessly depressed. Theres no financial help for my condition available in my country. In UK, for example, is officially a disability, all I can do, and have done, is try to work when im “stable”, and I always end up with big infections. If you help me, I’ll use this money to pay medical bills. Cold atmospheric plasma treatment is costing me 250-300€, is a slowly process, so I don’t know when Ill be able to have a normal life, study and work again. I plan also to use the money for basic things, daily necessities as food, creams, transport… I know how hard is to earn it myself, so I can guarantee it will be ethically spent. Ive been a housekeeper, a waitress, a chef, and an English teacher for kids, and I would love to work again as soon as I can, it makes myself feel useful and that helps my mental health. Taking care of my health is expensive, Im running out of savings and I would like to help my mum, which is the only person that I can rely on economically. I can not take a shower, sweat, sleep a full night, get under the sun, and a list of things that goes on and on. I want my life back, life is precious and Im doing to do everything that is on my hand to get there. A little help will be more than appreciated, and definetly will change my life.

I apologise for the disturbing images.