Losing Hope

Hello everyone, my name is Tadelle D, I hope all is good with you all. So I have a situation and I'm hoping you guys can help. I'm looking for financial help. I applied for a job and was really excited about it, I got it but disappointment striked and now I no longer have the job anymore. I've applied for a couple more jobs and received nothing but disappointments once again. I'm a person who always help others even when I don't have much. I'm also a person who never ask for help because I'm mostly independent. But now I'm asking for help. I have no more money left in my bank account and I need to provide some funds for my next month bills. I hope in the goodness of your heart you'll be able to help. Sometimes I feel God is punishing me, because of the disappointments. But I won't lose faith.