Ketamine Infusion Mental Health

My name is Hope and I am 23 years old. For over 11 years I have struggled with chronic suicidal thoughts, basically meaning I always have the thought that I wish I were dead. The only treatment that has been successful for me in treating this is ketamine infusion therapy. Unfortunately, the cost of this treatment is extremely high and insurance will not cover any of it. Each treatment costs $275 and sometimes I have to have more than one treatment per week. As a college student, I can not afford this expense alone and that is why I am seeking the help of others. Anything makes a difference, no matter how small, and for anyone who cares even just sharing this post would help a lot.