Legal Fees to get my boys back!

Hey guys. I will just get down to it. Lou and Leo's Mother is trying to cut me out of their lives completely. I don't know why this became a problem with me being involved with their lives. Personally I don't care about anything when it comes to that woman. I actually perferd to not talk to her unless it had to do with our children. She got married right away after we Separated, and I thought she would be content with her decision to move on with her life, as I moved on with mine. I continued to support her for our children. Child support, Pay for medical expenses, and regular life and school necessities for the Boys. That lasted for 2 and a half years. Despite my best efforts, it's still not good enough for me to be a part of their lives. My boys are being manipulated to thinking that I am mean, and I don't want any part of them whatsoever!

Anyone who knows me, knows that is absolutely absurd. She is trying to make me out to be some kind of monster.

Those kids are my world! I would love and protect them if my life depends on it. She is trying to cut me out of the picture entirely and it is not fair! I don't deserve this treatment. Despite our past, I remained civil for our children to do the best we could to raise them properly. Apperently it still wasn't good enough for her, and she is setting this unnecessary battle I have to fight to get them back!

So as I am waiting for my first original court date. She pulls a restraining order on me with absolutely horrendous allegations that I beat and abuse my kids! I know that I don't do anything like that whatsoever. But it is important that I pay the same lawyer for my first court date, so that date doesn't get effected by this unnecessary process I have to deal with Shortly. I was going to represent myself with the restraining order, but I have to much at stake. I can't lose these boys on a technicalitie. And I do respect the courts and believe in "Do Process" so I don't want to look like I am being ignorant or disrespectful cause that is not the case. I have respect for the justice system and I am not a lawyer.

I lost my New work truck and literally working 24/7 to get by with life, and paid for my original court date. But I need help cause this Court date is right after Christmas! I was supposed to have them this Christmas and Leo for his birthday. But she took that away from me as well.

Anyone that knows me, knows I don't ask for ANYTHING! I would rather work extra hard and get it myself. The only reason why I am asking for help is cause I can't come up with it in that short amount of time. I am trying, but unfortunately life will always have a way to get in the way of important things. And my boys are too important to me to risk losing.

I am not going to judge Anyone of you guys if you can't do anything to help. I know times is hard for everyone. But if you do put in and help, just know that I will eventually either pay you the money back, or be there for you if you need me. I swear on that. I'm already embarrassed asking for help. But I can't lose my children. Especially when I haven't done anything wrong!

Thank you guys. Love you all. And just hit me up if you ever need me. Phone works both ways

Thank