Memorial and monthly expenses

my name is Carrie. I just lost my fiancé and future on December 1st. Even though he had been I’ll for six months it was very unexpected. We shared a life and home for three and a half years. Because he was so ill neither one of us had been able to work much as I had to care for him a great deal. Because we were not yet married I have no access to any funds he did have and as there was no will it will be quite some time before anybody does. I don’t even know how I’m going to pay my water bill which will be shut off Wednesday. I need help with these things so I can just focus on grieving him and our future which died with him.