Help move out to a safer environment

Hi, I'm Andrew and I've been struggling a lot with the current home I reside in. As of now, I cannot confine to the internet exactly the living situation I'm currently in but I can give away it's not ideal in any way.

Some notes are that I live in a very old home which forces me to constantly have fans or heaters on for it can retain nothing and often feels worse inside than it does outside with no insulation. It's slowly breaking and making parts of the house unusable and we cannot afford to even fix such things since it's fundamentally the house that needs to be rebuilt instead of being fixed. Living in this house was barely manageable under the struggle of the past winters, where I had resorted to staying at other places for a little while instead of being able to bear it at my own home.

While those things make it a bit harder to live, it's been more manageable than what else goes on in the house. More often than not, the only comfort in my house is my room and even that is being compromised for there's nowhere else to go to for any peace of mind. Technically, I don't have much privacy in my room for its use need to get to other rooms in the house, but it's also a matter of not knowing when or whose in my house at points when either I've just woken up or been awake for a couple of hours.

There have been multiple cases I cannot go into detail about that's been drastically and rapidly declining my mental health. I'm extremely isolated in this house and don't have anyone that I could reach out to aside from internet friends whenever an issue arises, and feel as though I'm not wanted here. It's been especially harsh during the entirety of this year which I foolishly hoped things would be better compared to last year but now since I'm struggling to even recover physically because of how bad my mental state is and money being inconsistent at best there's nothing I can do except keep working through commissions as I have been doing previously. It all feels as though I'm trapped within a well that's still filled with water but I can't climb out. I cannot afford to buy anything to help out my situation, much less barely able to buy dinner with some snacks to just get by.

With all that said, the money through this gofundme will be towards funding me being able to move out as there are friends who are looking for a place and the best case scenario is that I would be able to move in alongside with them. They are out of state so this is taking into consideration of plane tickets, moving trucks, the bills in the beginning so then I can find a job over there, groceries and the essentials that might have to be replaced when the move is made. Not only that but if that plan falls through, then the money will be used to get a passport and move out of the country and reside with a different group of friends where I'll either decide to stay there or be able to pick myself back up and move back to my country somewhere else. I've checked the prices for these and the second plan is far more expensive but anything is appreciated.

While the situation is worse than what I've mentioned earlier, it's hard for me to disclose much without compromising myself in the process so if you have any questions going further detailed about it then I might not answer them. It has taken a lot to even say some of the things that have happened to a close-knit few of my friends already and they have told me that my living conditions are unlivable and should try to get out as soon as I can. Thank you to whoever was able to read all this far and even a bigger thank you to those willing to donate.

If you are seeking to gain something from donating to me here are my commissions where I'll make a drawing for you in compensation for money. If you donate through here I won't see it as commission and just as a donation without refunding you for this is for an emergency.