My Firstborn and Only Son ( Xaviar Siess)

Hello my name is Daine Mabel, I'm a Tacoma local born and raised. I graduated from Franklin Pierce high school in 2008, and at that time I was pregnant with my son Xaviar and we walked across the stage together while he was in my tummy. I was a ward of the state from the ages of 7-18 years so I really didn't have family support due to neglected relationships and others had already moved on. I am also a domestic violence survivor, I had four kids and I lost my first born and only son Xaviar who is survived by his step-dad , 13 year old sister Meleah, 7 year old Azariah and 4 year old Malaysia this is my first loss. Xaviar was born on August 2nd 2008, he was a loving and smart kid with a bright future ahead of him unfortunately my son was murdered by gun violence off of 40th and Portland standing at the 54 bus stop while waiting for the bus with some of his friends he was only 14 years old, he had love for life, family and friends and would sleep outside if one of his friends got kicked out and had no where to go if needed, my son wasn't involved in any gang activity and he was a beacon in his community who most people aspired to be, I need help in putting my son to rest his sunrise was August 2nd 2008- sunset was January 12th 2023 I was not prepared nor equipped for anything like this neither was his sisters.