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My life's belongings and memories
Donation protected
First off I want to say how hard this is for me, anyone that closely knows me knows it has to be really bad for me to ask anyone for anything. I said to myself I refused to do this, my pride. however now I am down to days and I can't take the pressure and anxiety and I can't let this happen. I don't expect a miracle but kind of hoping for one. Those closest to me know I lost my home in late September, I have been homeless some nights staying with people that cared enough which I am so very thankful for, a lot of nights of sleeping in my car because I feel like a burden and I am tired of asking anyone for anything, anndddd here I am....I had to move out quickly and was by the grace of god able to get what I cared about into storage....I have for the past 2 weeks been living in shelter which I am grateful for however, my life belongings, things from anyone I ever loved n cared about , friends and family, I have things from my my dad n brother that passed, I have my dads ashes, any picture of myself growing up to all my family pictures, my kids home videos all of their pictures and baby books to their first pair of shoes to you name it, plus furniture, everything I worked so hard for and can't let go of . If they auction this off which will happen Tuesday morning , I am not going to be able to recover from this one. I do realize this is my own fault, I am not making excuses or looking for a pitty party I am just being real and honest. I lost my dad and one of my close friends and my brother in a year and a half, 3 people that I talked to on a daily basis, my brother was the last one and when that I happened, being a single parent with one income, the grief and anxiety crippled me to the point I couldn't move and now I am paying for it. I knew it was bad when it was happening but it was like I was frozen. I have never ever not worked but when my bro died I was out of work due to total knee replacement and just lost my mind. I am working part time right now but it is bot going to save my stuff. If anyone could help, doesn't matter what it is , it's less I have to come up with. I have managed to save up for 400 but need help with balance, I would be forever grateful. It is really hard for me to do this but I need to because I refuse to let those precious things go that I can't replace. Thank you, much love
Organizer
Jeannie Turner
Organizer
Ashaway, RI