James

As many of you know, James has been suffering from some serious and still undiagnosed medical issues. These medial issues have affected James's physical and emotional state to the point where he's been unable to work for months, and has even stopped playing music. He is suffering from high stress and paranoia, he's also feeling a lot of internal and physical problems. His stomach is raw, his skin is rough and flakey, he's lost 40 lbs., he's weak and dizzy, he has no appetite, he's barely sleeping, his memory has declined, his voice is hoarse, his sinus valves have collapsed, his heart is constantly pounding hard and fast, and his body aches all the time.

To make matters worse, he doesn't have health insurance because he has "always been healthy", so not only are the past medical bills piling up, James currently has no ability to get any additional medical help. And while I'm doing everything I can to care for James and help cover all of his financial commitments on top of my own families, this financial burden is not sustainable.

I wish I could explain to everyone just how bad off he really is, because the explanation I've provided seems so minimal in comparison! Since I've known James, he's been the best father, the hardest worker, the most talented musician, and the most amazing partner a girl could ask for. To see him reduced to this frantic, pessimistic, unhealthy man, who doesn't work, can't talk to his children, won't eat unless forced "because he says he can't digest food", hardly sleeps, and paces back and forth all day, is the hardest thing a person can witness. I feel so helpless!

I feel like I'm doing something wrong even creating a GoFundMe, but I can no longer do this on my own! I just want my man back!