Need a Pacemaker Defibrillator

Hello everyone! I’m Raymond and I was diagnosed with Stage 3 Heart Failure in 2013. The doctor wanted to do a heart transplant but scared me too much. I choose option B for a Defibrillator. What the devise does if and when my heart doesn’t wanna pump it will shock me and bring me back to life. The current one I have is completely dead and my Cardiologist wants to put a new one in me next month. The problem is my deductible is in the several thousands and they won’t do surgery til they get their money! I know times are tough for all. But if you can donate to whatever you can it is very appreciated, I wanna live for my 13yrs daughter and my husband and all family and friends. Please share if you can. Thank You and God Bless ♥️