Please help Angela focus on healing

Hello, my name is Angela. I am a Type1 diabetic. I was diagnosed at the age of 8, I am now 39 years old. My life definitely hasn't been easy but I have survived this long!

The last couple years have been extremely hard on me. I had to quit my job because I couldn't do it anymore, my body wouldn't allow it. If I stand or sit for more than 30min. my feet and legs swell to the point it hurts to move my legs.

I have neuropathy in my hands, arms, legs and feet, which is extremely painful.

I recently had carpal tunnel surgery on my right hand. I will be getting the left done soon.

I was just diagnosed with diabetic retinopathy at my yearly visit, I'm so scared! My eye sight is already really bad..I don't want to go blind, that is my worst fear!

This week I went to the doctor because my hip is hurting abnormally bad. They took an xray...I was told I have hip dysplasia. Now I have to see a bone and joint doctor. I'm falling apart

I can't get my glucose levels under control because of pain, stress and worrying about money/bills.

I am not the type of person that asks for help, I consider myself pretty strong but right now I feel broken.

It's hard for me to say I need help but I NEED HELP

Please help me pay monthly bills so I can help myself.

If I can just focus on my health for the next year and not worry about bills, that would be heaven sent. Thank you all ahead of time ((hug))❤

 

*I have 31 years of health problems that came from having type1 diabetes but nobody has time for all that.