Please help Eli get top surgery

I'm Eli, I'm a cool trans man (ftm). I have been living as a man for a while now, and have been on the NHS waiting list for The Laurels (gender identity clinic) for around 26 months, with quite a while to go - unfortunately this has had a huge negative impact on my mental health.

I'm hoping to raise money so that I can access the surgery (top surgery) I need in order to be able to actually live my life. Most of my dysphoria is caused by my chest, I wear a binder almost 24/7 as my chest isn't easy to hide any other way - as you can expect this is badly effecting my body, especially my back and my ability to breathe. I have a lot of other medical and mental health problems that are either made worse or are a lot harder to manage due to binding and dysphoria. I really don't think I can wait another 26 months, and I have absolutely no way of being able to raise this money alone. It would honestly change so much of my life for me to be able to be free of my chest and therefore free of some/most of this dysphoria that I feel daily. I honestly kinda can't put it into words.

Obviously there isn't any pressure to donate, and I would never want anyone to feel that way (I'm just grateful you have read this far). Any share/donation would be amazing and would mean the absolute world to me. 

thanks for reading