Please help me cremate & place my mom Cheryl Kerr

Hi everyone, my name's Rachel. This is hard for me to write. I found my mother Cheryl Kerr dead on the 19th in her home.

I am her only family. The only person. Her only kid. Everything. And this is really really hard on me.

I have a 4year old with severe ADHD and I'm a single mom.

My mother was lively, loved by many growing up, but very assertive and spoke how she felt.

She had a big heart and alot of pain, and at a young age for me , my mother leaned on drugs. And it only slowly got worse and worse.

People who are addicts aren't always nor usually bad people. Life and pain is the reason most people turn to drugs. And I agree everyone has a choice. And that's something my mom taught every day. Because I know she loved me and my son, her grandson and she wanted to be sober for him.

I am unsure yet if it was a heart attack, brain bleeding from falling the week prior or fentynol overdose, but either way my mother, my son's grandma is gone and finding her has really mentally screwed me. I hate to ask for help, I never in my life liked asking people for help, but I just need to creamate her and put her in the niche next to my grandparents. Anything anyone can help with would mean more than the world to me. I can't even think straight, I know I just need her not in an icebox and where she wants to be. Thank you anyone who can help.