Prayers and Support for Our Loss

My dad passed away tuesday march 4th… This is the most gut wrenching feeling I’ve ever had to post. My daddy was a good man and had struggles far more than anyone could see. We don’t know many answers as to why yet and I’d like anyone to refrain from asking for now how he went to be with the Lord. I know the LAST thing he would want is for me to struggle with this financial burden and I hate to have to let him down. It is more important to me he is laid to rest beautifully. I don’t want to put this financial burden on anyone else and I will be trying to take care of any expenses myself…. This was an unexpected, unfortunate, turn of events. Not me or my brother or anyone expected or prepared for yet . My daddy didn’t have a lot and always would still find a way to give the shirt off his back to anyone in need; especially his kids.. I wanna take this pain away for everyone and especially my brother. We’re both about to be with newborns in July and grieving our dad, grieving the future that’ll never get a chance to play out anymore.. I’m asking for anyone and everyone just please pray. My daddy is gone he’ll never be here to see my first born he was so happy to get to meet and hold, he’ll never see his sons first child, he’ll never be here to walk me down the isle , and I just don’t have the words to explain that type of pain deep inside. I knows he isn’t suffering and he’s with the Lord and for that I am grateful but I’m also selfish and I needed him more. I’m making this account in his honor and if you feel in your heart to contribute we would greatly appreciate it. Even prayers are powerful if you can’t afford to help I know things are tight for everyone. I want him to be remembered by all the good things he has done in his life and I hope y’all remember him that way too. Thank you all so much for reaching out and I’m sorry I haven’t gotten back to many people yet. It’s an overwhelmingly stressful time for our family right now.