raise money to find me a home

H my name is Ian. I'm 47 and currently homeless. In February 2023 i lost my mum who was a massive anchor in my life when i needed her she'd always be there. I struggled massively with the grief of losing her then and still do to this day but it was made worse that i lost my dad in May of that year. I've always struggled with my mental health for years, having a massive breakdown in 2020 where i thought about suicide. Those thoughts never really went away. On 27th April 2024, after having a argument with my then partner i sadly decided to take my own life by taking 48 paracetomol. I realised once my relationship had broken down, i was homeless and couldnt see any other way out. Luckily the rational side of my brain kicked in and i was fortunate enough to see sense and call 999. I left the hospital on Sunday and still being homeless i have no choice but to stay in hotels as curently i have no where to go.

This i hate doing as i've never liked asking for help. I do work but my salary is slowly dwindling but i need to find some way of raising enough money for a deposit on a room to find. I have found loads of places online but i haven't got the money to pay for one months rent & deposit upfront. So hence me doing this. Honestly it you could help me i'd be forever thankful i just need a fresh start in a place on my own to sort me out again. Thanks for taking the time to read this.