Reasonable dream

Hi my name is Anthony and am disabled I have a lot of health problems I've been married sense 1987 I lost the house I was buying for my wife it's my dream that I will get my lovely wife a house before I die it's always been my motivation but now with heart disease chronic kidney disease diabetes and one ️ to see it's fading but my faith in God gives me hope this is my wish my destiny the funds will be used to help me pay off two credit cards get a secure card to help me get my credit score up to qualify for veterans united to help me get a mortgage loan then my dream to finally get my wife a house will be complete so please help me to achieve my goal and God bless