Rebuild Our Lives After Losing Our Beloved Child

On September 13th I found my child dying in zer bed in our home. It was the most devastating thing that has ever happened to our family and I'm not okay. I lost my beautiful, loving, fierce pixie child and my life will never be the same. I raised my children to give to others in need, never thinking I should have saved to prepare for losing so much myself. We have been slowly trying to remodel our 1971 trailer and now the thought of walking in the door makes me physically ill. I haven't been able to go back.

My baby's body has donated life to others and will teach new doctors before coming back to be laid to rest.

I need help tearing down the trailer and replacing it with something just big enough for my husband and I to find peace so I can go back.