Remembering Grandma's Kind, Fun and Loving Heart

So as most people know my grandma has passed away, it’s been nearly impossible for me to make this post for many reasons mainly because I don’t want to accept the reality that she is no longer with us going forward and additionally to all the other family/friends I lose yearly I’ve mourned for in silence due to not wanting a reminder that it’s that time. For me it’s hard to see someone I love cold and not breathing it’s a unreal feeling. This year I had to take a step back and really lock in on business/schooling/sports and that took me away from my family more than usual. Anyone who knows me knows how much I put events together and specifically organized at my grandmas to get people together in order for her to get outside, which she always loved and I did these things in order to benefit my family/ my people. It’s sad to see that no one really has a deep touch to her story, she wasn’t just this person to come and go. She was always welcoming, door always open, literally there to talk anytime honestly she was down for anything. She loves cooking, dancing, joking, get together with the family and she was funny, always spreading love there for anyone who wants her to be there. Shit hurts luckily I got a million things to remember her by and her and the recipes will live on through me and mine. I know I got a bit off topic because I can describe her character forever. She was an amazing women/person she deserves the best of the best on the way out I’m just asking if anyone could be so kind to donate toward her funeral services would be great and much appreciated she was light in dark times. I love you grandma and will continue to make you proud I’m thankful to know you’re at rest as this past year was so hard on you.