A Savant Leaving the Sex Industry

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UPDATE: I am now an emergency campaign. My landlady is lying about recieving money from public assistance claiming I owe her more than I do. She has given me an order to pay her over $3000 and is pretending I didn't pay a deposit of $1200. I owe her about half what she is claiming. I will be homeless if I cannot find a room and a means to make up for what public assistance cannot pay for. I don't have the money to get a room unless I continue sex work which I do not want to do anymore. I have savant syndrome and an autistic spectrum disorder and I can't do this anymore. 

UPDATE: I just got out of the hospital after a week in a psych ward due to suicidal thoughts. 

So, a few years ago in Brooklyn after I moved from RVA I started drawing sideways one day. Just out of nowhere. I didn't understand my skill because I couldn't control it, and I was doing it so fast that I didn't really know I was drawing sideways until after each image was completed. 


I was trying to draw a meaningless shape when I accidently drew a detailed illustration sideways! The first illustration wasn't seen in the appopriate orientation until two weeks after I drew it (below).  It is a woman's profile with a demon hiding in her neck if you can't see it. There's a best way to see it, but it's illusory and you will likely want to see it anyway you can. This came together without any outlining except for the random intersecting lines that I was producing by swirling my finger around on the touchpad.

Crazy! 





Fastforward a few flaps of a wing in time and I realize I can draw extremely complex meaningless abstract shapes from long term memory.  I now know that everytime I draw a random meaningless shape that I can redraw it from memory in the future even years later no matter how complex it was in the original drawing, and I am proving it with software I'm writing to match the image hashes (encryptions) for me so I can perform live redrawings of complexity and randomness from memory. 
I likely have savant syndrome, a rare condition that gives me an extraordinary ability,  but there's also a catch. 

I don't have money to get all the necessary medical exams done even on Medicaid because travel to and from appointments in Manhattan is expensive, and my parents do not give a crap about me at all. My mother has the means to support me while I leave the sex industry, but she doesn't want to. My father disowned me several years ago for not giving him my son who I put up for adoption. 

I can't pay for any of this on my own because I want to leave the sex industry. It's not ok for me to have to send pictures of my face and body to men who want to pay for intimate encounters. Meeting men on Craigslist is dangerous and I can't really charge exorbitant amounts simply because I am a REAL stable genius. They simply won't pay for that. Plus, they don't really deserve me. 

I have also been experiencing severe symptoms of my post traumatic stress disorder enough that I've had to go to the hospital for a panic attack so severe I thought it was a heart attack. I have for the past several months had very strange electrical activity in my body. There is some kind of connection between my autism (Asperger's), savant syndrome, PTSD, inability to express emotion, and panic attacks that is going to take many doctors to figure out because this isn't something they see very often (or ever have). 

I recovered a memory in therapy several years ago, but I am undiagnosed as a savant. 

My father and his wife brainwashed me to get pregnant out of wedlock because my father had had a vasectomy and according to him, my sister and I couldn't pass on the family's surname, only a boy could if he were raised by my father and his wife. I was 14 years old when my dad used his wife to punish me this way for not telling him both my mother and stepfather molested me. My stepfather did, but my mom only did psychosexual things, e.g. she took away my bathroom privacy, spied on me in the shower, pinched me inappropriately on my breasts. 

I now know I  have a non neurological electrical issue in my body causing some spastic involuntary movements that resemble mild seizures (and my mom has epilepsy so I thought that's what it was).

Electricity sometimes fans from my chest (heart region) down my left arm causing some very strange activity on my laptop such as words copying and pasting themselves, pages refreshing out of nowhere, the mouse cursor taking control of text placement without my input, deletions that are inexplicable, among other activity such as apps that will play by themselves even on cue it seems. I have video documentation of this. 

I want to catch up on rent with my landlady before I become homeless. I don't think she will do that to me as she has offered me a potential room for less money, but it's not available yet. 

I also want everyone to know that I serviced a former Fox News contributor on Long Island. He used a phone number he might have used for work. If you think Fox News should be shamed once again for the hypocrisy of thier network then let's make a big deal out of this. 

I don't really fit into #metoo or #timesup although for some past experiences not mentioned here, I do. #whataboutus seems mor fitting for sex workers since we've been completely avoided in the viral media whirlwind attempting to deal with sexual harassment and misconduct. 

I am a woman who is qualified as disabled according to a state issued psychologist,  autistic, and has what appears to be one of the rarest genius conditions in the world, and I serviced a white male lawyer who I told I wanted to work in the media and only after I mentioned that did he start elaborating about the inside of Fox News (yes, after I serviced him).

He went on and on about Gretchen Carlson and an encounter they had in an elevator where she allegedly apologized for her appearance after a workout in the gym on a different floor. He lauded her beauty without makeup and even told me the name of the show he used to do a panel discussion on at the network. He claimed to have quit FNC because it was just "not worth it" anymore. 

I would like for someone to share the last four digits of person's phone number with me so I can check my data for the whole number match to see if he used the same number for work. He might not have, but he's from Fox News so... what do you think he did? 

There might not be more than an allegation here that I can't really prove without input from his wife or current friends with his number, former coworkers with the number, or Gretchen who might not remember that encounter, but I would like to find out and everyone else should too.  If we can match a number to my data we'll know because I have the texts and I'm just waiting on someone to blow the lid off it.