Save my Home & Help with my Dad

Hi, my name is Stefano, most people know me as AlunethMaster from my gaming youtube channel.

Recently, my dad had to be rushed to the hospital, and unfortunately after a week the doctors say he is probably not gonna make it, he is a great person, a very strong man a father i love a housband my mom loves, he has worked his entire life, and so did my mom.

Unfortunately years ago, we tried to open our own takeaway restaurants, and a mix of poor judgement skills on our end, and an economic crysis brought us to bankrupcy.

Suddently we had a huge debt to pay to the bank, and if not paid, we would lose our home, after 10 years, we still have a huge sum to pay, but we were still optimistic and keeping this up.

Now this situation happened with my father, and me and my mom sat down to eat something after going to the hospital, and talked things out, she doesn't want us to keep working another 20 years, just to pay debts off the house, and would rather figure something out

I on the other hand, just like my stubborn father think we can save our home, but i do understand that its unreasonable to work 20+ years just to pay debts and interests

When i think of home, or my parents i think of this home... everytime i go to the kitchen i would see my dad watching something on stream in the living room, or listening to some music in the living room, or sleeping in the living room

He got the habit of sleeping there because my mom as a nurse would often wake up very early, even 5 am, and he as a pizzamaker in italy, would often not even be home before she was sleeping, so to not wake her up, he would sleep in the living room, and it became his entire room, from the pc, to sleeping, to eating, and i always pass by to go the kitchen, and i always believe i will see him there, all grumpy about something, or watching some tv serie i would later ask him about

I cannot think of any other place id rather live

As i said, if i went to work, i could in 20 years pay off all the debt, and start thinking of fixing, everything that in this house is kinda falling apart, buying a new bed for me, fix the windows, and the shutters, or the shower, and the bath both in kinda of a bad state, the oven has been broken for more than 5 years, we kept saving and just trying to pay back the debt to the bank.

Long story short, i always knew of this website, but i decided to not ask for something like this unless i felt it was strictly necessary, and now that my father is in the hospital, watching him one regret is not having tried this sooner, so i couldve spent more time with him, going out to eat a good meal together

I tried the path of content creator, i thought maybe as a youtuber and streamer someday i would have been able to retire him and my mom and have a good life, but obviously i was never good enough, not as a character, not as an editor, and not as a content creator, but i love doing it, and my dad has told me, if i believe in it, to keep trying, and would often ask me, how my youtube channel is going

Im sorry i wasn't good enough to retire him sooner

As for my father condition, he is too weakened to even do the required exams... the doctor confirmed that 20 days, might already be too much for him

i love him, i want the best for him... and while i do pray that they are wrong, and that a miracle does happen, i at least want him to feel good for those 20 days... and it would mean the world to me, if he knew that the house is safe, after a life of working and proving for me and mom, that he can rest knowing we are going to be fine

I wanna thank you if you read until here, and im really, deeply sorry if some of my writing was confusing, english is not my main language, and its not exactly like im drafting this and having someone reading it advising me, im doing this literally in kind of a rush, im home for a few hours before going back to the hospital and if he is awake we will watch some tv together.

I love my mom and dad. Please help me.