Shadows to Spotlight: Theśan's Journey to Berlin and Beyond

Hello, beautiful souls,

It’s me, Thesan Pollyanna, writing to you with a heart brimming with gratitude, excitement, and a whole lot of nervous energy! As I stand on the cusp of one of the biggest leaps in my life—moving to Berlin—I can’t help but feel the joy and anticipation coursing through me. But here’s the thing, I’m not embarking on this journey alone; I’m inviting you to be part of this leap, not just as supporters but as my champions, my believers, my community. Together, we’re about to make history!

The Melody of My Journey

Let’s start with the best news: I made it! One year and three months sober. Against all odds, I’ve reclaimed my life, my music, my story. Every second, every day, has been a victory, and I’m finally seeing my reflection in a life that feels mine. From battling addiction and houselessness to embracing my identity with every fiber of my being, it’s been a long road, but I’m here, I’m whole, and I’m ready to thrive.

This journey wasn’t a solo act. My chosen family, my friends, and YOU—yes, you—have been my lifeline. You’ve kept my dream alive when I couldn’t see past the next day. For that, I’m forever grateful. You gave me space to heal, grow, and believe again. And now, I’m ready to step into the spotlight and let this next chapter unfold with the same rhythm of resilience that has carried me this far.

Why Berlin? Why Now?

Why Berlin, you ask? Because Berlin feels like me. It’s a city where creativity is boundless, where identity is celebrated in all its forms, and where I know I can truly, fully be Thesan—the Black Trans woman artist, performer, and creator I was always meant to be. Berlin isn’t just another city; it’s a sanctuary. A place where I can grow deeper into my artistry, push boundaries, and bring my boldest visions to life.

Moving to Berlin isn’t just about geography; it’s about stepping into the next era of my life and career. It’s about embracing my truth, expanding my voice, and amplifying the music in me that’s been waiting to be heard. It’s about thriving—not just surviving. I’m ready for Berlin, and I know Berlin is ready for me.

How You Can Help: $50,000 Fundraiser Goal

Here’s where I need you. To make this dream a reality, I’m humbly asking for your help. I’m aiming to raise $50,000 to cover the following:

Gender-Affirming Surgery: $12,000

This is the final step in aligning my body with my truth, a crucial part of my healing and wholeness.

Relocation & Costs of Living in Berlin for initial 2.5 years: $25,000

Moving across the world is no small feat, but with your help, it can be smooth and seamless. This will help me by allowing me the time to get established with citizenship and permanent residency in Berlin.

Creative Development & Future Projects: $13,000

This includes everything from studio time to collaborations, to launching new music and performances. This is where the real magic happens!

This fundraiser isn’t just about money; it’s about investing in a future where I can fully step into my calling, where I can create without financial barriers, where my voice—our voice—can soar. Every dollar brings me closer to my dreams, closer to sharing my art and impact with the world.

What’s Next?

Here’s the exciting part: Over the course of my odyssey, I’ll be documenting every step of this journey. From the move to Berlin to the creative projects that await me, you’ll get to see it all unfold. There’s music coming, there are performances on the horizon, and trust me, this is only the beginning.

Let’s Make Magic Together!

From the deepest part of my soul, thank you for being part of this incredible journey. Your support means everything to me, and together, we’re going to make magic. From the shadows to the spotlight, we’re building a future where dreams not only survive but flourish. And I couldn’t be more thrilled to have you with me.

With love, fire, and gratitude,

Thesan Pollyanna

P.S. Ready to join me on this next adventure? You can find the donation link in my bio. I'll also be hosting a series of concerts and parties to fundraise over the next year. Let’s do this—together!