Sheena foster surgery an family!

In 2002, when I was 17 I was in a horrible car accident that left me paralyzed, after my accident my life turned around for the better an I started my little family. I had two children that I love very much, my oldest daughter Bryanna is 6 and my youngest daughter Journey is 3. As time went on about 15 years after my 2002 accident I started getting pressure sores and eventually I got an infection in my bones called osteomyelitis. While I was in the hospital my ex-fiance, Journeys father, decided to go and take her from the daycare and not allow me to see her. My family and I have paid over $8,000 to try to get her back. We have gotten her back three times but every time he will do it again and go and take her back since he is her real father the police cannot get involved and we have to go back to court . While this is all happening about 2 months ago I had a whole bunch of doctors come around me for a meeting, they told me that I had osteomyelitis of the spine which I kind of already knew but at this point they're saying there's nothing else they can do and that this is terminal and that I will die from this it's not if I will die from it but it's when. So now I am fighting for my life and I'm fighting for my youngest daughter in the courts. I'm trying too do as much as I can with my lawyer and on November 6th and 7th will be the final court date unless I can come up with more money if the judgment doesn't let me see her. I am also looking for different hospitals that are willing to look at my back in to sew up a huge hole I have in my back with metal sticking out of it. Most doctors say that this will not help me survive but with the closure on my back will give me some reassurance that I can keep anymore infection out of my body. I hate to ask for any money at all but I do not want to leave my children with the debt that I have occurred from being sick and for paying for a lawyer to be able to see my youngest daughter. At this point I am very sad and it is hard to believe that I'm going to die from this but the worst part is is that I can barely ever see my youngest daughter and right now he's keeping my two daughters apart, they love each other more than anything and I just want to be happy for the remaining time that I have on this Earth. Please help me and my family be together even if it's in prayer and help with money for my lawyer and for any surgeries that I will need coming forward. I thank everyone in advance! God bless...