Moving home

Hi, I'm Kurt. Former US Marine and need some help. I retired this past March after 12 years and was looking forward to starting a new chapter in my life, but things have not turned out the way I was hoping. Month after month, applying to jobs with no response and or getting an interview with no follow up, I can not live where I am any longer. Bills have piled up so much it feels like I'm drowning. I'm trying to move back home to NH, but I need some help. I know everyone is hurting these days, and I hate asking for help, but if you can, it would mean the world and allow me to start over and hopefully help someone else in the future.