Spencers crashed car cause french ppl can't drive

Hello I'm Spencer and I almost didn't want to make this GoFundMe I've asked for help before when I was homeless and I told myself I'd never do this again. I told myself I could do everything on my own and make it work. I waited all day trying to see if I could do this myself. I kept quiet and I'm sorry if that scared anyone after my video I posted. You don't understand the stress I'm under and I know not having insurance is my fault. But when I was homeless living in my car 5 months ago i didn't even remember my insurance. It expired 4 months ago 2 months into my homelessness. But it's my fault I know that so before you even help me know I made a big fuck up by not renewing that.

What makes all of this worse is I got into a car crash after never being in one, 20 minutes after spending my last money on a vet bill because my dog had an allergic reaction to something my roommate who has dementia fed to her.

It was the worst thing that's happened to me, I've never felt that low in my life. When I got hit (and the cop said he was at fault) my phone was dead, I had no one to call, no idea where to go, no money for a way home or for the tow cause I spent it all on my dog earlier, last night was the closest I actually came to ending it all.

Again I made my videos and was ready to give up and so many people where there for me and made me realize it'll be okay. So many people told me to make a gofindme but I was against it.

I didn't want to start this at all but after paying for the tow and getting my car to the shop which was 479$

I found out I need a shock, a tire rod, and 2 balljoints one for both sides and something else I forget the name of. I'm not fixing the door I'm only fixing my car so it can drive. The door adds character.

The total repairs will cost 1256$

I was able to pay the towing after a friend helped me the rest I don't know what Todo. I need my car so I can start my window business again, my boss is going back on vacation for 2 weeks. I'm totally fucked, this happened at the worst possible time it could have. I was so close to getting back to my business and now I can't even make the money I talked about for months cause I can't move my car.

After the old lady poisoined my dog I told myself I was gonna move into my car to get out of that stress, now I can't, now I really don't know what todo.

I've really never felt this lost.

Simply said before all this happened I could see myself building my business next year and making shit work. As soon as I got I'm the crash and thought about my future I couldn't see anything. It's hard to explain but I just gave up.

I'm trying really hard to fight thru this but I feel really bad even asking for help. This shouldtn have happened.

I'm not at fault the cop said I'm not at fault for the crash at all. But since I don't have insurance I'm gonna need to pay for all my repairs plus the 600$ ticket for no insurance.

The gofund me is for the repairs and will be taken down as soon as it hits the goal. The ticket I will pay on my own because again I realize I fucked that up. No one but me should pay that. They said I'll get it in the mail in a month but I was also told my car can be fixed in 3 days I just need the money Todo it.

If I'm being honest I'm still shaken up from this whole situation and if I didn't explain everything perfectly and it was all over the place in sorry. I'm reading it and kinda realize I may be concussed

I really do appreciate everyone who told me they would help me if I made one of these and really it's because of you guys I have faith I can make it thru this. Thank you for all your positive words when I was at my lowest point. You really saved me, after I posted that tiktok I had given up. But here we are thanks to you. So honestly thank you.