Stand with Lourdes and Her Children

I'm Lourdes Salvant! A mother of three kids, 2 twins just turn 3 today , I was with a guy for 10 years plus, after couple of years he changed,, I told we should separate and move out from the house, on June 22 I went to work he was home with the twins and he decided took the twins and leave the house that night , he took the kids from queens all the way to Connecticut to drown them and killed them and the water , thx God to the officers who was there at the right place and time to save the twins from him, he's in jail now, it's been very hard and traumatized for me and the kids,I'm not working right now , and I'm asking for some help. God bless .