Stand with Lyndsey for Her Son's Rights

Hello my name is Lyndsey Brown/Parks. I am here today asking for help for one simple reason....my son. Many years ago I lost my way and in the process lost custody of my son. Five years ago I picked myself up after being saved by God in heaven from the chains of addiction. With the help of my family I got myself clean. I worked non-stop day after day to fix what I had broken. I got a job and have kept it for the last five years. I've got a nice home and a nice vehicle but most importantly I have also been clean for five years. Over the course of these years I've gotten to see my son more and more and even was getting him on a kind of regular basis. But recently the father has changed my call schedule with my son to one day a week. I became very upset and posted about it on Facebook. The father then got upset about the post and denied me any further rights to see my nine year old son. This is all because someone in my post told me to go back to court. Now the father says he lets me see my son by choice and he does not have to anymore. I do not mind co-parenting or having joint custody but the father refuses to even discuss anything with me. All he says is he will see me in court. So I decided that I should now take him back to court, however, I don't make the kind of money that he does and can't afford to pay the fees the attorney is asking for to start the process of fighting to get some rights to my one and only child. I didn't want to do this but my hands are now tied and I feel like the father is using our son as a weapon against me. I love my son and I can't live without him. So I'm asking for help to pay the fees for the attorney. Thank you all in advance and God bless!