Starting over

June 27th 2020 I came out to those who have been in my life the longest, including my partner of 4 years. 

I expected support considering everyone thought I was bi- up until this point.  I didn’t receiveany support.
As you can imagine, figuring out your identity isn’t exactly ideal at 23 years old. I thought I had the last 4 years figured out, I was mistaken.
As my relationship began to have its own issues for other reasons, my partner and I became more distant. My mental health is at an all time low and I am saying this- having experienced many traumatic experiences in my life.

I am currently in and out of the hospital for myautoimmune diseases and inflammation so I can’t hold down a job for the life of me, and disability barely covers the bills- let alone anything else I actually need. 

My hope is to move closer (out of province) to be near the only remaining support I have which is my Lesbian cousin and her wife. 

the cost of everything including transporting my animals and packing up in the dead of the night will be $4,500 but I can pay the $500 somehow, I will figure it out. I never wanted to reach out to the internet for this kind of thing, and I do fear backlash or judgment.. but I need help. I really need help.