PICKING UP THE PIECES OF OUR SHATTERED LOVE & LIFE

Still picking up the pieces. Broken hearts may mend but a HOLE will take some time heal. The out pouring of love and generosity has left me feeling “Not Alone”. I guess everyone can relate to a lost love. So albeit my story is heartbreaking others can empathize because most have felt the deep love of another and my story shakes their core because” it could happen to them too.” When you watch those love stories in the movies you can put yourself in their position. That is why we love them so much. Then when the lover dies in the story we cry for them because we think about the loves we have and how much it would hurt to lose them. My life has become that movie. It’s so weird. Not unlike the movie you think it just a production and that the actors you fell in love with are still alive, prepping for their next role... but this denial cannot last forever. I thank God for all the videos and pictures I have . It helps me to pretend he has just gone away to a place he has no cell service...my message is if you have FOMO you should, at least when it comes to not taking you loved ones especially your closest loved one time with them for granted. I can tell you with a happy heart I always seized the moment with my baby. I Have that back ground of enjoying every moment. I always looked forward to coming home to him. Never ever not once did I not get giddy when I saw his car home in the driveway... even though I knew he would be home... that was my litmus test on how our love was. 17 years and I would make the corner to our house and as soon as I saw his car I would get those butterflies and say to myself “Oh Goody Baby is home!” I guess my point is love hard love deep love for today and for tomorrow. Although this is truly the hardest thing I’ve ever been through and IVE BEEN THROUGH ALOT... I wouldn’t change a thing with our lives together. The road was not always fun or easy but I wouldn’t change that either. I love you baby.. Aug 22 Left with a large scar we said farewell to my beloved on August 22nd 5days after my birthday. Now trying to put the pieces back together. George was our soul provider and the financial hardship this is presenting is overwhelming. I have had a support from family , friends and perfect strangers. Which makes my heart swell with love. Many thank to those who have sent love and donations. Unfortunately there is still much more help needed. Please consider ANY DONATION AMOUNT! “Many hands make the work light!” I ask with a heavy heart for more assistance. George was an amazing man. A giver to all. He took care of so much in my life the hole he left seems unfillable. He was my rock my partner. He Passed away suddenly while we were FaceTime’g goodnight to one another. He was the sole provider and unfortunately there is no Ins, no savings, no available assets. Any and all help is appreciated. He was such a great man! I loved him and he loved me so deeply. When I met him he had three young children and I told him “I’m going to help you raise these kids but then I get you all to myself!” Well the youngest just graduated High School this year. And now my honey is gone. Robbed of our chance to be just “him and I” he was loved by many he always helped EVERYONE, I would call him the fixer. Now I just Don’t know what to do. I am lost without you! Baby This is like no pain I could ever describe. Every cell in my body is shaking and crying . I am so lost... please help and share if you can. PRAYERS AND LOVE ARE ASKED FOR.THANK YOU IN ADVANCE AND MAY YOU BE BLESSED 100 fold for your generosity .facebook.com/profile.php?id=100005685287553