Giulianno Falabella Scotti

Giulianno Falabella Scotti..

What a beautiful name! What a beautiful soul!

Giulianno Falabella Scotti my everything.

Giulianno was my very best friend, My soul mate.

My sweet husband. How much I miss him!

We lived as one. We were a team.

We were each others very best friends.

Our energy was so beautiful and rare.

I knew that!!! That’s why he was my everything!

He made me laugh! He loved me so much and I him!!! We took care of each other, We truly seen one another. We are soul mates..

He was my pilot. and I, his co pilot in this journey of life.

I was reborn April 1st. when my sweet husband had passed away due to a skydiving accident.

I got to kiss him good bye that day just before he headed off to the Dropzone. The last thing I did, was kiss him and say see you later..

My heart continues to grow more and more with love and gratitude for him. I think about him constantly, I look for him everywhere, I find him in following my heart.

I constantly think of our beautiful memories..

Our beautiful life. We lived following our hearts.

Full of love, passion, adventure..

we worked hard for what he have and we tried to live every moment of it..

I constantly think of the beauty and magic of Giulianno. His epic spirit..

I can’t say enough that I have been reborn!

I am learning how to live again..

a life with out my goofy best friend, my love.

I feel I am stuck in side a strange dream.

God gives me reminders of how beautiful endings can be. when the sun sets and the moon rises… I love the moon, for it too knows what it means to shine in the dark!

I hold the moon the way I hold my heart.

As it is the only light that can guid me through the darkest nights….

Like the moon, letting each phase teach me the beauty of change. And just like the moon I shall go through phases.. Of light.. of dark..

and of everything in between..

though I may not always appear with the same brightness. I am always, always whole. Full of Giuliannos epic love and adventures passion. He is the sun and I am the moon. what light I see in me is merely his reflected across the length of the night..

The tragic thing, they say, about day and night.

is that they can never be together.

But in that fleeting moment where day and night do meet and the sky burns a brilliant orange. That’s where imagine I find us..

Giulianno and I would always watch the sunset!

may every sunrise bring hope and every sunset peace.

I try to celebrate Giulianno with every breath I take, every moment I live. Full of his love, passion and spirit. I know he is my guardian angel and has kept me safe.

I’ve noticed his signs, I am on the right path..

Constantly being reminded of sweet memories of our beautiful life together has kept me going.

I feel so blessed to have experienced Giulianno.

It is hard to find the words to truly describe how honored and grateful I am to have loved him and shared a life with him. To have been his wife.

It’s hard to find the words to describe this experience.

there is so much I have to say!

and I have spent the last six months trying to dive into a consistent state of meditation.

knowing I will never see Giulianno again in this life time really puts into perspective just how little six months truly is compared..

The magnitude of his absence..

I still do not understand the impact this has had on my life..

I am truly learning how to live again.

its yin and yang..

learning how to live again..

life is short.. life is so beautiful..

although I have no concept of time, I can’t sleep, I can’t eat.. I haven’t had my menstrual cycle since Giulianno passed.. my hormones are imbalanced. it’s been hard to talk..

not knowing what to say because I have so much to say!!!

but, also I can’t stop crying sometimes..

I am still very much processing his death!

I am in a very fragile mind set..

I ’ve experienced such deep emotions..

like I said it’s very much yin and yang.

life is beautiful!

I have come so far!!!!

six months ago my life changed forever!

I listen to music constantly and I’ve been taking time for myself.. I have to try to focus on healing and positive energy! I’m trying to find my piece of mind..

I had my normal life expenses before Giuliana passed away. Since he has passed away I have been burden with extra costs.. my life has been completely flipped upside down. I still do not have a job. I still do not have access to me and Giuliannos bank accounts.. I had to re-turn our car. I have been living off of the little money I had lucky already saved before Giulianno passed.. I’ve managed to make it last me this long.

I have come a long way! and I will continue!

I recently discovered that my bank account was hacked by someone in California thus another reason I am setting up this go fund me..

I currently only have 30.00$ in my bank account.

the past six months has been Indescribable. There where moments when several days would pass where I didn’t eat, sleep, shower, see anyone or talk to anyone..

I’ve been battling trying to find my peace of mind. I could make a long list of all the things..

however I’d rather focus on the positive.

I choose to stay positive!

I’ve come so far! I am so proud of myself!

I deeply appreciate everyone’s help in such a delicate moment.

positive vibrations to all.

much love, Briana Scotti