Support Our Journey: Battling Cancer Together

This illness is the most humbling experience I have ever had. Day in and day out I feel like I’m a living, fighting, able and passionate soul, trapped in a prison of a body that is simply deteriorating and betraying me. I want to do things that my body is just not capable of doing - YET. I believe God is still working this out, and I take Him at his Word that He hears my desperate cries and pleas for healing, and that He WILL watch over His Word to perform it. I know He never fails. But the waiting is honestly…extremely hard.

Many of you have messaged me asking how you can help. Prayer is still my number 1 request. Please bombard Heaven with me and rebuke this sickness in boldness and grace! We are also in need of financial support now, so we setup this gofundme. We’re nonstop traveling all over the state of Tennessee to go to appointments and treatments and meeting doctors who can help. Your donations will be such a lift to us as I temporarily can’t work and Todd has to manage working less hours to be my full time caregiver; doing everything from taking me to all these appointments to making sure I don’t fall over when I’m walking around - it’s a LOT. (And he is doing an incredible job.) Not to mention medications, supplements, therapies not covered by insurance, and childcare.

How do people do this?! I don’t want to be in this cancer club. How do I get out? Where is the exit? Some days I have faith beyond what I can see. But honestly, some days I’m afraid I’ll never get my “normal” life back. Fear is always just beneath the surface, lurking around ready to pounce when I’m having a weak moment. I hate that. I hate fear. I have to constantly return to the place where I am standing on the shore, knowing the Sea in front of me seems impassable but my God has not forsaken me and He is a miracle-worker. He always has been and always will be. I raise both hands in worship and surrender and know that He will make a way. Please Lord, come soon. I’m ready to cross over and see this cancer drowned and destroyed - forever.