Stop the ship from sinking

After loosing my job and home the hole is to big to get out alone I need help. Iv scraped and scraped all the while from a uncertainty of what the next day will bring. Six months ago if you asked me where I'd be at today I'd have said anything other then the spot I find myself today. I have been spinning my wheels for far to long thinking the situation will change and now realize the futility in that thought  process. Having no home base and couch surfing makes bad choices easy to make witch become time consuming Along with the other issues that started to fall one by one making the uphill battle a go nowhere proposition. I had to stop everything and gather my ever working thoughts to see what is going on. what I see is a faint light at the top of a deep hole Iv dug thinking I'm going the right way but turns out I was making it deeper and deeper. Now iv got my self in a big ball of twisted knots and I'm so frazzled anything I can muster to get done is just sucked in to this mess iv made. So taking a step back I see now that I need to remove myself from the environment iv put myself in and get to a safe place that will allow myself to purge the bad habits and the thought process that comes along with them and retool the brain to regroupe and restore it to functioning one free to untangle the mess in a way that works. And also to just turn off the daily go nowhere hamster wheel I'm currently on. It's making me tired and the energy and mental state it supports is just a dead with one outcome ... nothing. Unfortunately Iv exhausted the buffer of funds in my account and now stuck without a job no cash mounting bills I can't pay steadily picking up pace to slam head on with a solid brick wall and this is my last resort that I desperately need to accomplish. This is not an option I'd want to have but it's a option that I need to try as I'm at the point I mentally and physically can't change in thie state I'm in. I need that push up out the hole on to a workable surface free of the little ticking bombs I have around me now waiting to explode. Just that one push to brush the dirt off clean up get head straight and return to TCB that at this point is impossabal in the current condition I'm in at this moment. Any help would be awesome as everything counts from the grain of sand to the massive boulder it's all for one thing and that's get off this hamster wheel and free from the god aweful mess iv created that has one direction and that's down.