The help from family n friends for myself n kids

Hey everyone alot of you have heard about the passing of James Barnes (Buddha) my Fiance suddenly this past Tuesday Nov 7th. This is has been the worst nightmare in my life and my kids to have to experience another death who they loved very much. Buddha was happy to have started a job which he loved n was there a year. Everything has been taking away early n me as well. I just need a little help in getting a few bills pd up trying to get a washing machine has now gone out . Any help is fine with me I'm a easy kind if girl lol. Trying to find humor in my life all of you know I'm a hard working lady but sometimes people still need help once in awhile. Hoping this makes since cause I haven't ask help for myself in a very very long time except my Izzy when she was sick. So anything is appreciated I love you all n once again from the bottom of my heart your words, kindness, thoughtfulness, prayers means everything to me . Thank you all so so much. I love you