The Love of my Life is passing post Covid

Hi my name is Maelani, and my best friend Paul Thornton has recently been diagnosed with a demyelinating polyneuropathy post Covid. We have both been fighting this condition with multiple therapies but are about to lose the fight! I am unprepared to say good bye to this beautiful God loving spiritual soul. He has been exemplary in walking his talk, a life free from drugs, alcohol etc. supporting many meaningful causes throughout his 82 years of life, finds himself and me, his spiritual partner of nearly 17 years without the means to lay his beautiful soul to rest. Today, I was told to prepare for his transition. Praying I was prepared- discovered one can leave without any real understandable medical diagnostic reason, just God’s will. I am asking from the bottom of my heart to please allow me the opportunity to lay him to rest properly. Thank you ever so kindly. Funds are so sparse as we tried everything to prolong his life snd teachings about love.