The Sea is taking Ryan

It pains me to even ask for help. Unfortunately the sea got the best of me.

I've spent my half my life advocating for the community, doing events for children and veterans, and now I need your help.

I have sole custody of three kids, and am admitted to the ER for the third time with what I believe is flesh eating bacteria. Trying to save my arm and save my life. Hoping to keep my kids safe if I don't make it through this.

It's psychologically deafening, making plans for what happens if you don't make it. Death isn't easy to plan for.

I'm trying to catch up on bills, keep up with everything, make sure the kids have somewhere safe to go if I don't make it. Keep up with all the school supplies, Taekwondo, the dance academy, everything I set up for them when I fought for them alone.

If you have it in your heart to help then please consider helping. I hate to even ask. I don't know what else to do. God bless if I pull out of this okay and go right back to working like I have all this time.