To a family in need after a tragic loss

My husband who was a son, father, and my world took his life and left us behind. He was suffering for years inside and we can now say he is with God in peace. We were together for 10 years and married for 7. We have 3 beautiful boys, one he's helped raise since 3 which is now 13 Andres, Marc who is his twin and is now 8, and Levy who dreadfully couldn't stop screaming he needs his daddy and is 6. My heart goes out to all the families who ever have to feel what we feel today. I couldn't truly express it in words.

Financially, my husband left us with nothing. The car we had got totaled in November and we don't have one at the moment. Only my mom who we care for in our home. We also recently moved two months ago and had sold multiple things to get new ones and still need to. I don't have the rent and home expenses for March so we need to move soon. To pack again and move and those expenses. I'm completely overwhelmed with everything and planning the small funeral.

I had decided to go back to school at UNLV this past semester in Fall to move forward with my BA and then my masters. He was so proud I got on the Deans list and all. But mid Jan I dropped my classes because I saw how low he mentally was. I am happy I did because there's no way I could've done that right now. But I am not giving up, I will go back and continue for myself and my children. I am studying to become a therapist, go figure. I am still hopeful to help people mentally because after what happened I see how important it is to seek help!

The donations collected here are for our needs, like a car, a home, for the boys, as well as momentarily so I may get back on my feet and in school and everything in between. It is so so hard for me to ask for help, but this isn't for me...its for us, my children and so I may help those in need in the future too. I greatly appreciate and have superior gratitude for your help during this time.

I miss him so much and I'd do anything to have him here with me, broken and all. I truly tried for years. But like my son Marc said, the same way God is in our hearts and we don't see him, Daddy is in our hearts though we don't see him. Please pray for my children and guidance for us.

*We are currently in Las Vegas, NV

(for two years now we've been in Vegas, many are confused but I have been depressed from a best friend passing away two years ago and last year my father passed away too therefore I haven't been on SocialMedia much)

*If you'd like to Zelle me, reach out to me