To cover cost of a 15yr Olds cermation

Hi my name is Megan and on 9/23/22 I lost my 15yr old Toby Hopkins. He was in so much pain and he thought it would be better to end his life at 15 instead of allowing me to get him the help he needed. In the household he has 3 other brothers living 1 older 2 younger and I am the only one that is working. As of right now I'm unable to do that to plan for a cermation and a memorial for him. So if anyone can help it will be greatly appericated.