To help Tanzi...

Hi...my name is Tansy. Many of you know me as Rock & Roll Tanzi or just Tanzi or my friend Mike has renamed me Punk Rock Tanzi. I have many nicknames but they are all still me and I hope everyone still likes this Tanzi or Tansy. The past 3 months have been the most terrible & terrifying months of my life. I was arrested in August when I was trying to get a well check done on a friend of mine & the hospital called the cops on me & had me arrested. When I woke up in Sacred Heart 3 days later I stopped counting the bruises on my body at 9. I was barefoot wearing a dress & a jacket when I ran to the ER. This month on the 1st of Oct. I was in a car accident and the passenger of the vehicle that hit us was going to shoot the friend of mine that was driving my car after they rear ended us. The passenger also pointed the gun he had at my head 4 times. A

In September I was fired from the only job I had because I had a cast on my right wrist from the cops spraining my wrist when they arrested me. And even though my work assured me to not worry about my job & to take as much time as I need multiple times I was fired in an email & told I had 10 days to collect my things. I have since applied for unemployment but can't receive it because my work has had my social security number wrong the whole 3 1/2 years I worked for them. I caught the mistake 2 years ago & they told me they would fix it. Then on Oct 2nd I drove down to see my friend Sunshine in Portland. Got stuck outside her apartment because her key fob wasn't working to get back into her apartment & someone was following me so I left & drove away in the middle of the night. I ended up following a car to the Safeway in Albany that person called the cops on me the police chased me out of the Safeway parking lot & I almost ran into a tree. The Albany Police kept my car from me & tild me it had been totalled from Tuesday at 5:02 in the morning until Friday afternoon when my mom & her friend came to Albany & picked me up. I walked & stayed awake the whole time. So for like 3 almost 4 days/nights of walking & most of the time I was only in a sports bra & yoga pants & for a day & a half I was barefoot. I hate asking for help but I had $10,000.00 in my savings at the beginning of August & now my bank accounts are all in the negative. Unfortunately I feel like I'm living on borrowed time & probably would have died in Albany if I didn't walk all day & all night. But I'm still here just very bruised, hurt, broken, scared, sad & feeling very unwanted. If you can help please do so if you can't I thank you for reading my story. I will always & will continue to try to make others Smile & have a better day then when I first met them. I Miss everyone & Hope everyone is Happy & Good or even just Ok. Loves & Hugs...R&R Tanzi