To pay my last respects to a dear friend

So this isnt how Id like to ask for help. Here I am though trying everything in my power to make it across the country to make it to a BestFriend, Loving Husban & Father, and Amazing Son's Funeral. Someone that has been in my life for such a long time. I just want to be home for a short time to be with loved ones to say my goodbyes one last time to a dear friend. I hate asking for help this way I'm not the type to ask for hand outs but trying times ask for trying measures. I feel like a fool for doing this. Id do anything to just come home for a couple of days to hug the ones that truly understand the pain I'm feeling right now. I understand we're all going through things in life. I just am asking for alittle bit of help so I can cry with my family and friends. Ive been lost the past few days with such tragic news. Anything would help to let me go back to my hometown to be with my friend one last time. Please & Thank you God Bless!