Used motor for Subaru

Hi everyone. Well, I am at my wits end right now. Last week the mounting bolt for the tensioner fully on our car broke and basically too out the motor. I tried to get it back in the timing but it appears that the valves were mangled. This is our only car. I did spend what I had saved to get the proper tools and some replacement parts but, it just wasn't enough. I really hate doing this , those that know me KNOW I am a fiercely independent man (much to spouse's chagrin)..... however I am seriously lacking funds after paying for lawyers (civil not Criminal, you may know the ordeal). I have sourced a replacement motor that has only 45K on it , been tested and verified to be running correctly for $1500 +shipping. My goal is to obtain this as soon as I can replace the motor myself and be able to get back to being able to grocery shop and more importantly, take Carol to her appointments for her neck and back. If you can it would be greatly appreciated if you could donate some spare change this way to help us out with this. As always I wish everyone the best as we all have "life" things to handle. Thank you all for your attention. V/r.