Help me smile again

My heart is broken.  I hide in my house.  My teeth rotted from Roux En Y gastric bypass surgery.  I first thought it was malnutrition that caused it (my 1st YouTube video i talked about that Mels_life570).  But it’s acid reflux gastric reflux.  It took 3 dentists to find out.  It was Dr Bill Dorfman’s (the Doctors & other tv shows) that told me the bad news after xrays etc.  I’ve had at least 12 infections at one time.  I’m scared that i could possibly become ill from the infections.  I need help.  I can’t work from a neck injury so everything falls on my husband and we are paycheck to paycheck-we don’t own a home or have savings. Our dental is preventative only and medical won’t cover this.  I’m so desperate to feel human again.  I made a video on YouTube about feeling ugly.  I hate looking at myself.  I never smile.  My husband understandably doesn’t kiss me.  Please help me to smile again.