Help me on my transition journey

I recently just turned 18 and I am ready to start my journey on finally being who I am. Just to get to it, I want to get several surgeries in order to finally complete my transition. I want to get Feminization surgery .

Making sure that I “pass” as my own gender while watching my every move and surroundings to make sure I’m safe is extremely exhausting. I am constantly nervous and very anxious about going to public places and even doing the simplest things. Such as going to the supermarket or even just walking down the street. I am always so anxious that someone is going to be able to tell I’m a trans woman and ultimately try to hurt me.

I truly feel that going through these procedures will not only make me more secure mentally but it’ll allow me to finally love the body I will wake up to everyday. I use most of the money I get to pay my bills. Which has not allowed me to start saving up for my surgery. Furthermore, all funds raised will be going directly towards my consultation fees, surgery costs, possible flights, as well as aftercare.

If there are any remaining funds I will be donating those to other trans fundraisers and also to any organizations helping out with the BLM. To anyone who donates/shares, I just want to thank you for helping me out with my journey, I really can’t thank you enough!