Widower father in desperate need of help

Hi, for those who dont know me, my name is Dustin. I normally wouldnt do this because I feel embarrassed but at this point I'm not sure where else to turn to. A few weeks ago, my beautiful, amazing wife, Sarah, took her own life. Since then, I've been struggling to make ends meet. Now it's just me and my two children Franklin and Kiari. My car is on its last leg since I haven't had the money to get it fixed. I fear everytime I drive it that itll fall apart and I dont want to risk my kids getting hurt. I'm planning to sell my car (1986 mustang) so I can use the money to fix Sarah's car (2003 bmw) as it is the better family car. I have bills due and I have been out of work because they are concerned about my mental health. I'm just wanting to get help with my bills and rent and possibly to fix my car so we can have reliable transportation and I'll be able to find a better job that works around my new schedule of being a single father. I hate asking for help because I'm supposed to be able to provide as the man in the family but I feel as though I am drowning. So, I'm reaching out. I've found that I've had more support during these horrid times than I ever thought I would. Anything helps and I thank you from the bottom of my heart. I appreciate everyone who has been there for me and rooting for me to keep fighting. I wont let you down. I want to make Sarah proud cause I know shes watching over me and shes rooting for me too.