For my mental health

Hey my name is Gavin I'm raising money to pay the clinic the state sent me to for my mental health and to be able to pay for what they prescribe me. My girlfriend committed suicide in front of me 3 years ago and it really messed me up in the head and on top of that the cops arrested me for her death after I told them what happened so I found myself in jail the next day facing first degree murder which is life in prison. After 3 years in jail fighting my case everything came back proving I didn't do it..she had gunpowder on both her hands and I didn't have any on mine. The cop that put me in there got caught lying under oath telling the juror he didn't have my gsr test back when they asked. He had it back a month before that stating I had none on me at all. They didn't test my girlfriends test at the crime lab and had to send it off with a expert and when it came back she had it on both hands. My plea went to 3 years time served because thats how long i fought my case, non admittance of guilt for manslaughter, because even with all the other evidence in my favor also they refused to drop my case. I took the plea even though I was innocent because if not I would have went to trial still facing life without if i would have somehow been found guilty. That's my first charge ever in my life so I was scared and had a very bad lawyer. While in jail I got diginosed with ptsd,night terrors, depression and anxiety due to watching her commit suicide and my ordeal, with no help or medication, facing life in prison which also messed my head up. My girlfriend took her life and I was in the midst of losing mine as well. I've been out since July and have applied for ssi disability which I also need a doctor for . Without help I'm afraid my mental health will get to where I can't do anything but hide in my camper which I'm pretty much doing already..sorry for making this so long. Please help if you can I really need it and appreciate anything at all..thank you. my cashapp is $GavinMongold for another option