Help save my house

So those if you that know me, know I don't ask for help. I am stubborn...I can do it on my own, and I will figure it out by myself kind of person. I have had to pick myself up no matter what the situation was. And I am the person who jumps into action and helps everyone else. I will give someone my last dollar if they are in need. I don't ask for help for myself even when I am struggling, but I will ask for other people.

Most of you know my story and the messy divorce I went through that left me in debt when I should have walked away comfortable with the money I earned. If you know me, you know the story and how my ex purposely didn't pay the past 3 years of taxes on the 2 houses he knew I would end up with. One of which I am trying to sell but due to the fact it's particularly gutted. No one can get financing and have to pay cash. I didn't know he hadn't paid the taxes until it was recently thrown on my lap and looking at foreclosure for both.

So i am to the point I have to humble myself and put my pride aside to ask for help. I hate to ask because I know everyone in America is struggling with inflation of everything. If you can help with even a little, I am incredibly grateful, if not that is OK. I am still trying to figure it out. I can't get a loan at the moment because that too he purposely ruined my credit enough that I am not able to. I have went down every lane. I am going to try to find a weekend job to supplement, but I don't have a lot of time. I am even embarrassed to ask but I have hit a brick wall.