Desperate need of help

Hi. I am Jill. I lost my husband July 2020 to kidney failure. We had 16 wonderful years together. While taking care of my husband, we were involved in an accident and I became disabled and have PTSD. 1 month before he passed away we made our dream come true and bought our first home. Little 

did we know he wouldn't be around to enjoy it. I have done everything I can to keep our dream alive, until now. I have sold most everything I could to make it this far.  

 I have been applying and trying to get disability for over 2 years. I am still in the appeal process. 

I don't like to ask for help, but I am laying down my pride. I am behind on my bills and am barely getting by with food for me and dogs. 

 I always pay things forward. I would be so grateful to any help I can receive.  

Thank you all in advance.