Help me beat this shit.

Hello. I'm Shawn. Some of you know me some of you don't. I am at a loss and I swore I'd never do this. But here I am. I hate every second of Writhing this out because I feel like I'm taking advantage. Others have told me I'm not but this isn't me to ask for help. Again as some of you may know I was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer this year. It's been a long road of tests and recovery since. And my insurance doesn't cover even half of it. So that on top of just trying to stay afloat with bills I'm drowning at this point. My wife and I have been making it work but idk how much longer we can. I know everyone is struggling that's why I hate doing this. But if you can do ANYTHING I'd be forever grateful. So many of the people I have in my life I cherish and it'd be cool to continue to see you guys progress in life. It would also be amazing to continue to get to see my two children grow up. Thank you guys for reading. And if you hate me or lost respect for me because of this believe me I understand.