TOP SURGERY IN TURKEY

Hi My name is Niklaus, (picked it myself)

I am an FTM transman in Scotland.

Here is my story and Journey so far

I always knew from a young age I was different, my mind didn't think the same as other "girls" I was never into all the dresses and sparkles, I just thought I was a "tomboy" as they call it because at that age I didn't know that being trans was even a thing, as I grew older I started being exposed to more LGBTQ related things and from that I figured out that I was infact transgender I wasn't just a girl with a strange mindset and the way I was feeling was perfectly normal and I could do something about it so when I was 15 I came out to a friend first and they were so understanding and accepting. The hardest part was coming out to my family and telling them their daughter wanted to be their son and chose a whole different name than the one they picked for me as a baby.

I had an appointment with a school Councillor who asked me what my plans were for family in the future and I knew I always wanted children naturally so had to make the decision to not go on hormones yet because the things I would have to go through by starting then stopping would take a massive toll on my mental health so I got pregnant with my first child at 17.

Fast forward few years through Covid and all of that I am now 23 with two children.

I only managed to start DIY hormones 9 months ago because I was so desperate and spent so long researching and sorting finances. Luckily 6 months ago I found an amazing doctor and managed to get prescribes Nebido but he cannot help me on the surgery front without Sandyfords approval which at the moment the waiting list is 5 years for an appointment and another 5 years for the NHS surgery waiting list.

I cannot wait that long the dysphoria/ body image mental health is getting real bad. So I decided to try raise enough money to go to Turkey for surgery that guarantees it being this year.

I would appreciate any help you can give to make this transman feel happy, confident and comfortable in his own body.