Fighting Stage 4 kidney cancer

My name is Troy Jones I’m a 31 cosmetologist from a small city outside of Cleveland called Lorain Ohio. I was diagnosed with stage 4 kidney cancer about 2 months ago. When I first got the news I kind of just took it and begin to stare in blank. Inside my whole body shut down but outside I still stood tall. I have 11 kids and to look in their faces everyday or get a phone call asking daddy are u ok, or daddy please don’t leave us hurts me so much I have broken down everyday since having a talk with my babies ranging from 15 to 18 months old. I’ve recently started chemo going into my 3rd round and I can say it drained all of my life out of me doesn’t mean I’m gonna give up without a fight. I cry every night asking God to cure me wondering wat a great person father did to deserve this. I have been out of work for so long I have been trying everything to continue to help support my kids and pay hospital bills with no insurance it has gotten rough. So I’m here asking for help in any way that I can get it . God bless you all and thank you even if u just read this and said a prayer for me it would go far all blessings are good blessings