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I can't pay the IRS

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2017 TOTAL YEARLY INCOME:  $12,798 
Amount owed to IRS (fed):  $157
Refund from State: $16

2018 TOTAL YEARLY INCOME: $18,229
Total paid in quarterly:  $829
Amount owed to IRS (fed): $2,036
Amount owed to State/Local: $690

2019: Total amount owed by April 15 for 1st quarter:  $868

I had the same job both years.  What is wrong with this picture?

These new tax changes were bad for me.  In 2017 I earned a little over $1,000 per month however, I was still in school and still able to live off of my student loans.  I graduated in 2018 and have earned through self-employment $18,229 which represents only $5,431 more than the previous year but now for some reason I owe close to $3,000 between Fed and State.  I was able to pay $829 throughout the year quarterly but am not really earning enough to live on in addition to paying in 35% of my monthly income.

What do I do?
I am self-employed.  I teach English online to children in China.  I am a 1099'd independent contractor with no benefits.  As a result of being an independent contractor, I am subject to a higher tax rate of approximately 15% on top of my 20% base tax rate.  I use Quickbooks self-employed to track all expenses and I do get the home office deductions, etc.  My taxes were prepared by a CPA so I know they are accurate.   I have never gotten a huge tax return at any point in my life - but this is the first time I have ever had such a huge tax bill.  Yes, we are requesting a payment plan over 5 years, but it will only keep accumulating year after year.  

I work for a reputable company and am very familiar with the online English market.  The two companies I remain active with were chosen for the fact they offer the most opportunity for work hours.  (Some companies only offer a 3 - 4-hour window daily.   I log about 35 to 45 hours a week working around the clock.  I am paid $20 per hour but after taxes and self-employment tax it comes out to a little less than $12 per hour.  There is no overtime.  

I have been actively looking for a job since finishing my master's degree.  I have been rejected for jobs in my field (ESL teaching) due to not having experience.  I apply to retail, bookstores, grocery stores, etc. but am not having any luck.  I can not do factory anymore at this point in my life due to having issues with my back and not being able to handle repetitive motion.  I left retail in favor of teaching online because of the unpredictability of scheduling.  Sometimes I would only be scheduled for 10 hours a week.  I failed the physical test for a car manufacturer in my area.

I am losing hope. 

 I apply for jobs on Indeed, Zip Recruiter, and every other job board I come across.  I have in the last two weeks had to turn down interview requests because the jobs were in Colorado and they need someone to start right away and I don't have the money to move yet.  but I really need to leave this area.

I have no family.  My husband was mentally ill and selfishly left our home in 2016.  Honestly, I have been suffering since then.  I stayed in school simply because I could not afford to live.  He left me holding the bag for everything and I currently have $90,000 student loan debt.  I am 52 years old.  I will never be able to stop working until the day I die.  I had this hope that going to school would magically change things for me.  I graduated from HS in 1985 and did not go to college then for a variety of reasons.  I never had issues working with just a HS diploma until I had to file bankruptcy in 2007.  I got tired of working minimum wage jobs, got tired of being stuck in the dead-end cycle - but by this time a college degree was an absolute necessity for most jobs.  I started in 2011 and went till 2018 working very hard all while living in a highly toxic marriage.

I am sinking further and further into a deep hole that I cannot climb out of.  I need help.  I don't want to file bankruptcy again - that is not a good option anyway because student loans cannot be discharged.  I just need some help.  I have been suffering from PTSD for the last 2.5 years.  I have been trying very hard but things changed so drastically in my life from what I thought they would be.  When I started school I was doing it for my husband because I knew he was not happy living in the US and I thought if I just get a degree we will have a chance to move abroad again.  Going abroad is no longer an option because I will not leave my dogs and it is hard now.  My health took a rapid downturn in the last 2 years due to the PTSD.  My eyesight is suffering from working online - sometimes when I teach everything goes dark in front of me and I can't see at all.  I have chest pains, back spasms, and I'm grinding my teeth so badly my fillings are eroding away. 

I just really need some help with this.  
I just really need some help.
I need a job that pays a living wage with steady full-time hours so I can continue teaching from 3 am to 7 am.
I need help with this IRS debt because It is only going to get worse.

I don't have anything valuable, but I have been selling things to supplement my income as well.

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Iman Elwan
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Evansville, IN

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