It's Been a Hard Road

The picture you see is the cost of life-sustaining medications for a month for me, for HIV. 

This year, not even including HIV has ruined my entire life.

I lost my job, I lost my identity, and I lost my will to live.

I don't want to make this a long-winded plea for help, but I had to get on government assistance in order to get this medication covered. I was working before, but looking back on it, if I would not have quit that job, I would be getting sicker and sicker, because the job would not have covered this medication.

I am in a position now in my life, unless I can make over 20-30.00 an hour, or find a really good job with great health insurance, I wouldn't be able to afford my medication. 

I am behind right now on my bills because of being on public assistance, and because of all this, and other things I won't go into, everyday is a struggle just to get out of bed; I feel depressed, I feel suicidal, and I feel helpless. 

I don't know what to do, I either choose a job where I can make money to survive, or live off government assistance just to be able to survive.

I am terrified, and I have asked friends and family to financially help me, but they are in situations where they cannot help either.

 I am asking Go Fund Me, if someone can find it in their heart to help me out, to help me even a little, that would be amazing. 

Even if youre just in a position to share this campaign, that would mean the world to me too. 

Thank you for listening. 

I apologize for the rambling, but my mind has been anything but sound lately. 

Edit: I have Cash App if easier: $JB44231